Mulling over the fact that I cannot seem to write anything save for asinine crap as of late, compounded by the laptop attempting to commit suicide in order not to suffer any longer --


HIATUS
(Be back in a month. ♥)

 Kung alam mo lang.

LETTER MEME: Comment and I'll give you a letter, then you have to list ten things/people/whatevers you love that begin with that letter. Afterwards, post it on your journal and fill out letters of your own.

I got this from Lucia, and no, you are not part of the list because I got this from you. AHOHOHO whut

And in no particular order:
1. Lollipops
2. Love
3. Letters (as in notes from people I love, etc)
4. Last Kiss by Bonnie Pink (I actually love a lot more songs but this is the one that starts with the letter L LOL)
5. LOLMAO (as in abusing internet stuff like that HAHAHA)
6. LAMBO HAHAHA
7. Livejournal (mine at least, just because it has chronicled so many memories ♥)
8. Lunaescence.com (Like you won't even believe! I found it off a Quizilla user who moved to Lunaescence; they don't have as many fics -- yet? -- but I love how it's another OC place -- because I read fics with OCs, and I don't really like shipfics/slashfics -- and that it get's beta'd or something like that before being published :D)
9. Lockets
10. Life (but not all the time, I suppose)

So maybe we don't get to see each other everyday like we used to. We don't get to talk to each other everyday, we don't get to be all WTFCRACK together everyday anymore. Last year, when I made this post, I wondered what I'd have to say a year later. Last year, we were still in high school. Last year, I was so afraid of what changes might occur come college. I was deathly afraid we'd drift apart, or fall apart, and things would be different.

Of course, the only constant thing in the world is change, so they say. Naturally, things did change. By change, I mean at least by the circumstances we live with in terms of being together. Other than that, it doesn't feel like there has been this drastic change among us. I still feel as close to you guys as before, and maybe even closer. Distance really DOES make the heart grow fonder, and I'm glad that goes for us. You guys are still the best friends I could ever have.

Speaking of, since being apart and meeting new people, I've been introduced to some of your new acquaintances as one of your best friends. Can't say that didn't pull on my heartstrings, because it definitely did. Being introduced as such during those 2 times might of been the first time in a long time, or ever, since there was no need for that kind of introduction in high school, where everyone knew each other.

You guys have been my best friends for 3 years, and I look forward to more years together. I became friends with you guys during late freshman year, maybe around January 2006. We're all now coping with a new kind of freshman year, and though we're not physically present for each other to get by, we make time for each other despite the crazy schedules.

It might be too early to say we're still as close as ever, seeing as this is only the first year apart. I mean there's still thesis 3 years from now, and then the real world. What a scary thought, right? Well of course I'm scared of the possibility of us falling apart, but that's just me being paranoid again. But then again, our friendship's kinda twisted to begin with. We tend to talk about each other behind each other's backs, but it's so normal and we're unaffected by it all (well I'm pretty unaffected with that kind of thing since the whole fiasco during 1st year high school LOL) I mean, if we live with that, what else is there to say? ---okay idk if that made sense HAHA Plus, we've gone through a lot! So much drama! I remember being so insecure when I joined the group, and then there was the whole Janelle thing in 2nd year, plus all of Terry's relationship drama (this is where it all began...ROFL), and then a fall out with Alex during the latter part of that year (but I'm glad that was resolved after a year), and then the whole thing with me and Maronne during 3rd year (which is something I can never explain nor do I want to talk about---Rue and I always refer to it as our 'fight' because we weren't actually...fighting or anything, we just caught each other on our bad sides in the wrongest of times), and then in 4th year...was there ever something that happened in senior year? I don't recall anything...oh well.

We're such a destructive mess, but I wouldn't have it any other way. There's still gonna be a lot of...obstacles to overcome, I can just feel it. But we'll make it right? Yeah.

I kind of wish we could all go out today to celebrate this anniversary since it's a Friday and all, but we can't. Today marks another year together...I don't know how long exactly, since I wasn't around when the group was formed, but it's another year standing each other, dealing with each other, keeping ourselves at bay even if we want to strangle one another, supporting each other, loving each other...uhuh. To say that we've survived another year as a whole despite so many things against us is a big thing. Spending time together is always the best, no matter how short or long, no matter where we are.

We're all beginning to grow up, and though we're not together as we grow up, we as a group are growing up anyway. And yes, I'm wondering what it is I'll have to say a year from now. I am quite fascinated that I get to look back on what I wrote before, kukuku.

Just because this post is shorter than the one last year doesn't mean my love for you is. (Then again, this might actually be longer than last year's LOL) Thank you, once again, for everything. Thank you for all the laughs and fun, for the drama, for dealing with me even if I tend to become insensitive without realizing it. I like to look back on the day I was 'formally' accepted into the group (via telling me what the acronym of our name stood for) even if I was already hanging out with you. I even remember we were sitting at the table next to the door at the canteen, when the area still wasn't turned into the teacher's place. I remember it was Alex who whispered it into my ear at random, and I remember her saying 'Tell anyone and you die/we kill you' after she told me what our name stood for, and I just smiled to myself, because having you guys tell me meant I was officially part of the group.

I will always look back on that day, because that was the beginning of our friendship, and if it weren't for that day, I wouldn't have you amazing people in my life. I always have so much love for you guys, and being apart just increased that love infinityfold. I am glad to have you people in my life; it's so good to know there will always be people you can turn to no matter what. I love how, even if we've been exposed to different kinds of people in college, we still give time (and prioritize? idk you judge) for each other, and we still want to be with each other.

Thank you for not forgetting me even if you've met several kinds of people in college already (because I am crazy scared about being forgotten by the people I love). Thank you for thinking of me as a best friend, because that means my feelings are definitely returned. I'm sorry if I always have so much to say whenever I make a post about us...I can't help it, there's so much love for you in my heart. Besides, it's not like I'm verbal about how much I love you everyday, so give me this one day in a year to say it all.

Today is December 18, 2009. Today, PGPS turns another year older, crazier, funnier, lovelier, AWESOMERRRR, and everything else made of epic.

Today, I still love you, and I want us to be something constant in this world. ♥

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I'm back at home!! \o/ I said that I would be back yesterday, but it happened that I had to stay one more day in the South, as my dad had a few meetings there. I won't complain, he was alreday kind enough to drive more than 300 km to pick me to Nice. Plus, I absolutely love the region <3 We went through Nice, Grasse, Toulon and Marseille, before going back to Lyon this afternoon, I'm exhausted, but glad to be back.

I went to the airport 2 hours earlier, as planned, and got completely bored, as planned too. XD At least, I hadn't had to run everywhere in the airport just to get some cash to pay some extra weight for my suitcase this time. But I still had to pay some extra weight. _{MY MONEYYYYY ;A;}

I still have my Christmas shopping to do next week, and after that, I'd like to get some time to draw~

<sub>The Internet connection is waay faster here, me is happy. :3

...et vive Ska-P. \o/</sub>